In the window was the most gorgeous dress you have ever seen. It was a pale green colour, with mesh under layers. I fell in love with it, and before i knew it , i was walkin out of the shop, with the dress in my hand, and my credit card hundred and thirty dollars down. I walked back to the hotel, past all the photographers and into the lift.

When i arrived back , the room was empty. I found a note on the table.

Dani, don’t know what has happened between you and brendon. We are going to a restaurant for dinner, the reservation is at half 7, see if you can make it. Its the Italian one on south street

ryan x

I glanced at the clock. It was ten to seven and i raced to the bathroom. I applied some makeup. Mainly eyeliner and dragged a brush through my hair. I styled it into a updo bun and pulled on my green dress. It went so well with my white heels. I glanced at the clock one more time, and it was 7:15. I raced to the lift and tapped my foot impatiently as we went down. I walked quickly through the lobby, and ignored the photographers as they tried to picture me. I climbed into a cab.
“Italian restaurant, south side” and he sped off. Within ten minutes i was there. I flung a fistful of dollars at him and walked inside. I immediately saw the guys and i walked over there. I saw the empty chair and took a seat.

All of the boys said hi except for brendon. I sighed and the waitress came over.
“what can i get you all”
“ill have the spaghetti please” jon said and ryan asked for the same. Spencer chose the crab and the waitress looked at me
“don’t worry about her, she is to wrapped up in herself and her little sob story to eat” brendon said angrily and i stared at him. The rest of the boys were looking to and fro between us, wondering what would happen. I calmly stood up and walked out of the restaurant. There was a cab waiting just outside. I asked o go back to the hotel , and when i arrived, i went straight upstairs.

That’s when my feelings started coming out. I burst into tears, my make up running down my face. I kicked of my shoes and grabbed them, running to the bedroom, where i changed into a tracksuit. I gathered all my clothes and shoved them in my suitcase, before logging onto the internet on the computer .
i booked myself a one way single ticket back to England.

ten minutes later, and for the fourth time that evening, i was walked through the lobby. I handed my key in at reception and checked out, before leaving the hotel completely.

Brendon’s pov

We arrived back at the hotel a few hours later and went straight to our room. It was then i sensed something wrong. I ran to the bedroom, and noticed all of dani’s stuff was gone
“she has gone” i said loudly running into the living room. Ryan was sitting at the computer.
“it looks like she booked a ticket back to England” he said holding up the printed receipt. I sighed and slammed my fist down on the table
“im so stupid!”
“look, he flight isn’t set to leave for half an hour, go quick”

I raced out of the hotel and down the stairs. i was lucky to get straight into a taxi and he sped off quickly for the airport. It was nearing Dani’s boarding time and i breathed relief when we arrived.

Dani pov

I was sitting in the departure lounge, waiting for my flight to be called. I was thinking about how to explain this to my mum, how to explain it to the rest of panic and most of all , i was thinking about brendon. I loved him with all my heart, and as much as i didn’t want a silly argument to get in the way, it had hurt my feelings.
FLIGHT 134 TO ENGLAND – NOW BOARDING

I sighed and stood up, grabbing my hand luggage and wandering over, handing my ticket to the man and and walking down the tunnel. I couldn’t help but think i was making a mistake.

Brendon’s pov

I had managed to blag my way through checking and the big announcement came over about the flights boarding. I ran through security and into the departure lounge. I was to late. They had shut the tunnel and i could see the plane moving around the runway. I slumped against the glass, tears falling from my eyes. I had just let the girl i love leave me and go back to England. I began to walk towards the exit when i heard commotion by the departure gate. Thats when i saw her. Dani had gotten off the flight. Her face was red and tear stained and i felt a pang, knowing i had done that. She looked up and noticed me, staring at me. I walked towards her
“i am so sorry” was all i could say , but she just stared.
“i love you” she said and i looked at her.

“ i love you too”

first off i owe you all a sorry,, it has been so long isnce i upated! but here it is :D

It was a Friday, four days into the tour and the side effects were starting to show. Many people were weary, not so much from lack of sleep, but from so much travelling. I was lying down along one of the sofas, my head resting on a big pink pillow. Spencer Jon and Ryan had decided to play a game of Dungeons and Dragons, but Brendon, Kate and I had refrained from joining in. On the TV, an old re-run of SpongeBob square pants was playing. It was the episode where Patrick and SpongeBob had an egg, and they were acting like the parents of it. I laughed when SpongeBob found Patrick sitting in his rock with his ‘suitcase’ of donuts.

An hour and three quarters later, and we arrived at our next stop. It was our California stop and the place they were playing was huge! I smiled as Brendon goofed off on stage with his guitar. I couldn’t help but feel a big lurching in my heart. I turned round and walked towards the dressing room, where I found Ryan doing his makeup.
“Heya Ryan”
“hey Delphi”
“how you doing?” I asked, sitting down, grabbing a magazine.
“I’m doing well, I think we need to talk though”
I gulped “yeah, maybe we should”
“that kiss, at your house, what it was”
“I don’t know. I mean I like you lots, but I think it’s just friendly feelings” I breathed relief when is saw him smile
“thank god. I mean not that I wouldn’t date you, your beautiful” I blushed “ but I don’t think it’s right at the moment”
“yeah, I know” I grinned and then the backstage door flew open, and the rest of panic ran in, with Kate in tow.
“20 minutes till Showtime guys “Brendon squealed and I smiled. I didn’t notice Kate staring at me.

I left the changing room so that the boys could change and headed for the bathroom
“you like Brendon” I spun round and saw Kate standing there , arms fold with a smug look across her face.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about” I said, staring in the mirror, tucking some hair behind my ear
“I saw you smiling at him, and I see the way you stare at him” I sighed and turned back round
“yes okay, I really like him”
“well tell him!”
“I cant, what if he rejects me” she gasped and walked towards me, holding me facing the mirror.
“Look Delphi you are beautiful”
I stared in the mirror. Okay I guess I wasn’t bad looking. I had delicate elf like features that sat on my face in the right places. I had deep green eyes that shone when I was happy, and I had mid-back length pink hair. Okay the pink wasn’t natural, but it suited me. My frame was skinny, and I couldn’t help but smile
“you see your beauty” Kate said
“you’re beautiful to Kate”
“ha, no I’m not. I have ratty blonde hair, I’m short and fat”
“No you are not! You are gorgeous!”
“Yeah if you say so”
“I do say so, don’t you ever put yourself down Kate” she smiled and we heard our names being called.

A few hours later, and the concert was done. The musical murmur from sound was gone and I was helping pack up. Most of the speakers were packed and I was helping put Ryan’s guitars away. I was tired and after I packed it into the case, I gave it to a techie and walked to the hotel. I heard lots of noise coming from the boy’s room, and my room was thankfully empty. I crawled into bed with my clothes still on and fell asleep straight away.

I woke up the next morning when my phone started ringing. Caller I’d read Brendon
“hello” I answered it
“uh, Delphi, where are you. We were set to leave ten minutes ago and you haven’t checked out”
“oh jee, I’m sorry, I’ll be down like right now” I said , hanging up and flinging the covers back, grabbing my keys and running out. I chucked the keys at reception and shouted my name, before running to the bus.
“I’m so sorry guys. I stayed to help with the packing last night and was knackered”
“its okay, we just have to get going” Spencer said and I sat on the sofa. I rested my head on the back and was asleep again. When I woke up, I was in darkness. I put the flash on my cell and noticed I was in a hotel room. I searched for the light switch, flicked it on and winced in the light. There was a note on the bedside table for me.

Delphi
you seem knackered and I couldn’t bear to wake you. I carried you to the hotel room. There is a pass with this note and I hope you can make it to the auditorium before the concert is over.

Brendon xxx

I grabbed the pass and ran down to the auditorium; flying threw backstage and onto side stage. I was the guitarist’s side but Brendon had noticed me and a smile had appeared on his face. I smiled back and waved.
“Everyone, I would like you to welcome someone out on stage for the next song. I have heard her singing and she has the voice of an angel. Please Delphi, come out here” he said and I shook my head, but Ryan grabbed my hand. I was pulled out into the bright light and winced slightly. The crowd cheered, and I waved, before tucking my hands in my back pockets.
“Now Delphi’s favourite song of ours is when the day met the night, so I thought we could sing that” I nodded and the music started, as I sat on a stool next to Brendon.

(Together) When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

(Brendon)When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer

(Delphi) When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer (summer)

(together) In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer (summer)
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer, summer
All was golden when the day met the night

(Brendon) So he said, "Would it be all right
If we just sat and talked for a little while
If in exchange for your time
I give you this smile?"

(Delphi) So she said, "That's okay
As long as you can make a promise
Not to break my little heart
Or leave me all alone in the summer."

(together)Well he was just hanging around
Then he fell in love
And he didn't know how
But he couldn't get out
Just hanging around
Then he fell in love

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer, summer
When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

The crowd cheered and Delphi left the stage, walking backstage. She was cheered back there to, but she needed a rest. she left through the backstage door and walked out into a freezing cold rain shower. It was heavy and by the time I reached the bus, I was soaked. I changed into some jeans and pulled on a foodie. I sat in the living room when I heard the door at the back open and close, and in appeared a smiling, soaking wet Brendon.
“Hey” I said looking up from my sidekick
“hey, you okay”  
“yeah”
“I’m just going to change”
“okay”

a few moments later, he re-appeared putting a t-shirt on.
“Brendon I need to tell you something” I gulped as he smiled, flicked his hair and sat beside me
“sure, what is it”
“Brendon, I err have feelings for you” he stared “I think that you for me are perfect and I have liked you like this since I saw you”
“Delphi, you are a really good friend to me, I don’t want that ruined”

there it was, staring me in to face. The word friend
“oh it doesn’t matter, I was kidding myself you feel the same way” I said, running out into the rain.

I sat on the nearest bench and cried. Not tears streaming down my face but full blown sobs. The bench I was sitting on was over the other side of the car park and I was now, drenched.
“DELPHI” I heard someone shout my name and I saw Brendon running across the car park. I started running and ran straight into his arms. he held my head in front of his face, and placed his forehead on mine
“i really like you too” and he kissed me hard on the lips, the raining thundering around us.

xx

Danielle

kalidescope eyes, descernible voice capable of pitch, tone and volume that cracks Ice, shatters glass, and renders those in ear-shot stunned for moments


How old are you?
15

I slumped down on the sofa, after putting my suitcase on a bed and putting my teddies out. Brendon came and laid across me. I smiled and tickled his belly, causing him to squeal and fall on the floor for the second time that day. I laughed and pushed myself off the sofa, landing in his lap. He pulled me close and planted a small kiss on my lips. I smiled and pulled him closer, kissing him hard. We began to make out, and before we knew it, we were back on the sofa but laying down. I dont quite know how long we were there, but soon enough we heard footsteps in the bus. I tried to get off Brendon, but I wasnt quick enough
"eww , you two were on each other "Spencer shouted and Brendon smiled devilishly
"why yes we were Spencer my young friend "

The next few hours, on the way to our first destination, were spent getting used to the bus environment. Ryan and Spencer were on one side of the sofa, Brendon and I were sitting in the corner, me on Brendons lap, and Jon was sprawled out along the other part. It felt right and I dont know what. I felt a vibration run through my hand, and I saw Ryans cell phone there.
"Ryan you have a message" I said chucking the phone at him. He clicked a few buttons before smiling.
"Woo parrrttyyyy"
"ooh what for? "Jon asked
"tour launch party""
"who else will be there" Spencer asked
"umm, fuelled by ramen label and decaydance label"
I smiled thinking about a party, then my face dropped
"whats wrong babe?" Brendon purred in my ear
"I dont think my dresses got packed"
"yes they did, all your clothes came"
I grinned "what time is the party"
"it starts at 7, we are going to get there at half past though"
I glanced at the time. It was half past five, two hours to get ready. I stood up and announced that the bathroom is now out of bounds. They all whined
"what! "I said
"we need to shower"
"well, I need to get ready without people traipsing through"
"well, we shower while you sort out your outfit, then you can have the bathroom"
"okay" and I ran to the bedroom.

It was quarter past seven and I stared in the mirror. I was content with what I had achieved in the small bathroom space. My blonde hair was curled into ringlets, which hung heavy round my shoulders. I had also placed a gold hippie headband round my head; I had stolen it from Ryan. My dress came down to my mid thigh, but didnt look slutty. It was a deep purple satin dress that even though was the right size, hung baggy on my small frames wound a gold belt round my waist and I smiled, and after applying purple eye shadow and black eyeliner, I unlocked the bathroom door. My shoes were on the floor and I picked them up. They were high, gold patent heels and I had loved them since I had bought them. I slipped them on my feet and walked towards the bedroom door. I smiled when I walked out because all the boys stared.

"Wow" was all Ryan could utter and the others were speechless. I grabbed Brendons hand. He looked good in a white shirt with tight blue jeans.
"You look so god damn sexy" he whispered in my ear
"you dont look to bad yourself mr.Urie"
we walked off the bus and into a frenzy of cameras.  Brendon held me close. We both knew that by tomorrow, our relationship would be over the front pages of every magazine going and we both knew that the rumours of me would spread up again. We walked in a group to the club, but once inside we separated. I went to the bar to get a drink, Ryan and Jon went to find friends and Spencer and Brendon left for the toilet. I stood at the bar, leaning on it.
"Hi" I heard someone say beside me and I turned around to see a tall boy with short hair looking at me. He had a lip piercing and deep eyes. I smiled
"hi"
"can I get you a drink" he asked
"I already have one thanks"
"ok, hi imp j"
"you josh, my main man" Brendon joined us and wrapped his arm around my waist
"I see you have already met my fabulous girlfriend Danni" and I saw joshs face drop
"yeah I have" he tried to hide his embarrassment.
"Babe, this is josh, from paramore"
"hi" i said again.

i spent the rest of the night mingling with the other people. With brendon introducing me as his fabulous girlfriend all the time, i felt myself having to go around twice and let people no of my name. I sighed as i sat in the corner booth, thinking about what is going to be on those papers tomorrow. Brendon came up and found me.
"hey babe, you okay" he sat next to me
"yeah, just worried about tomorrow"
"why"
"because of the tabloids and that"
"dont worry. Just as long as you know that i will always love you for who you are, and not for your past, that is all that matters"
 i smiled
"we are gonna head for the hotel now, to get some sleep" i grabbed his hand and left the party.

the next day,i woke up at ten am. There was a light snoring sound coming from the others and i left the hotel quietly. I walked to the nearest newsagents. Sure enough, there on the front page of several of the magazines, were me and Brendon. I grabbed all of them, paid and left the shop, practically running back to the hotel. Once in there i flicked through the magazine

TV STAR IN RELATIONSHIP WITH ROCKER
TEEN STARLET DATING SINGER OF BAND
TEEN REBEL ON THE REBOUND WITH ROCKER
URIE DATING TEEN STARLET
ROCKY RELATIONSHIP FOR YOUNG STAR AND HER BEAU

I stared at them all , not caring that the others had joined the room. They stared at the various scattered magazines, all lying round in various states of openness. Brendon came and sat next to me, pulling me close with a hug
“they are just words hon. They can’t do anything to you , or us” i hugged him tightly , before leaving to get changed. I pulled on my jeans and tshirt, before sitting quietly on the bed with on of the magazines.

TEEN REBEL ON THE REBOUND WITH ROCKER
Written by Tom Simms

The latest rebel teen to join the rock beau band wagon is 18 year old Dani Collins, most famous for her childhood career in television.
Dani was just 13 when she started in the industry, doing many programmes before her first major series. When the show was cancelled, Dani started going of the rails, partying and drinking aged sixteen. She has been photographed on many occasions coming out of clubs, cigarettes dangling from her mouth and stumbling about.
Her latest Love comes in the form of 21 year old Brendon urie, from the alternative rock group Panic at the disco. They were recently spotted walking hand in hand to a party, held by Brendon’s record label.

is it love for our young starlet , or is it just another Disaster waiting to happen.

I stared at the pictures on the paper. There was one of me and brendon the night before, plus various other. They had use one i had particularly hated , which pictured me falling out the door of a nightclub, with a cigarette in my mouth. My lipstick was smudged and i looked a state. I sighed and flung the magazine across the room. Brendon knocked on the door and came in. He sighed and hugged me close
“im taking you out for lunch, come on”
we stood up and he handed me a hooded sweatshirt. I also pushed on a pair of red heart sunglasses to hide me. We grabbed hands and left the hotel room.

Outside the doors of the hotel there were around 40 photographers, i pulled my hood up and brendon held me close as we left the hotel , pushing through the photographers and into the waiting taxi. We drove away from the paparazzi, but i knew it wouldn’t be the end

i finally posted guys. im actually really sorry for the wait, so i tried to write a longer chapter :D

d x

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark , but i have a thing for blonde surfers :D


Do you have a best friend?
Yeah



What do you think about the person you ..like.. love?
i have no love life, i cat trust people that muc :S



Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Yeah , to get rid of my fatyyness

Do you like your life?
Meh



Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Hahah , funny story. we were t a festival , with all the porta=pottys around, my friend michelle was looking for the sinks (festival virgin) and she walked round he corner right into the mens urinals :D



Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Naa


Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Hahah yeah

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yep



Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes

Whilst getting ready for my shower, I heard Ryan mumbling something to the guys, and I heard them leaving. I flicked the hot water on and stepped into the shower. Ten minutes later, and I was changed, wearing some pale green skinny jeans, a pink Boho dress and some converse. When I wandered downstairs, five pairs of eyes stared back. I glanced around the room angrily, before setting my eyes on Ryan.
“I said I didn’t want them in my house” I stated, trying to stay calm
“I know, but maybe you should here Kate out, they are just trying to be friends to Kate”
“what about being a good friend to me Ryan, and thinking about what is best for me”
“I think the best for you is being with Kate at the moment”
“well then you don’t know me at fucking all” I wiped a tear away ferociously with the back of my hand, before grabbing my bag, shoving my cell in it and leaving.

It took me the time to get to star bucks before I realised what I had actually done. I had left an ex best friend, three strangers and the boy I had kissed in my house. I sipped on my black coffee when I felt my bag vibrate. I pulled my cell out and the I.D read Ryan. My hand hovered over the reject button, but I pushed accept
“hello” I said quietly into the receiver
“Delphie, I’m so sorry but I think you need to sort this. Kate has been invited on tour, and I’m inviting you, but I’m not allowed to take you unless this is sorted” he said all in one breath.
“Okay. I will be coming back soon. I’m sorry for shouting at you” and I hung up

Kate’s pod

Ryan got off the phone with Delphie and looked at me
“she is coming back. And she said sorry to me for shouting” I looked at him stunned
“she must really like you, she doesn’t ever say sorry to anyone, not even me” I said quietly.
About ten minutes later we heard a key sliding into the lock and it open and close. Delphie walked in. I stood up and walked over to her, wrapping my arms around her neck, not easy considering she is at least a foot taller than me. Her arms remained limp by her side but I held on all the same.
“I’m so sorry Delphie; I don’t know why I said it”
“maybe because you were angry that i insulted your new friends, who you obviously think are better than me” she said and i stared
“no, i just, figured that whenever i try to meet new people, you always seem to put them off, because we come as a complete package” i thought about what i had just said and looked at the floor.
“i put people off do i, well then you can just make new friends on tour with these guys, because i won’t be there to put them off” she said and stalked upstairs

Delphie’s pov

I sat on my bed, back against the head rest with my knees tucked under my chin. The tv at the foot of my bed was playing a re-run of family guy, but i wasn’t paying attention. The door at one side of the room opened and in walked ryan. He sat next to me and cuddled me, not saying anything.
“i want to come with you ryan, but she has said to many hurtful things now and i cant be around her”
“i understand, thats why i have phoned ahead to pete to say add you, because i know that they haven’t added kate to the tour list, and i told him to limit us to no more people”
“i don’t get it”
“well, i told pete that we are only allowed on extra person for the tour, and you were it. The guys haven’t phoned up about kate yet, so she won’t be allowed to come.”
i stared at him
“the guys like kate more, just take her”
“nope, the guys don’t know you yet, and im taking you “ i smiled at him, before resting my head on hsi shoulder.

the next day, at around midday i was packed and ready to leave for America. Ryan was talking to the boys downstairs, so i crouched at the top with my suitcase
“look guys, i know you didn’t get off on the best start with Delphie, but she is a sweet girl” i heard ryan say
“she is a pink haired freak” i heard brendon say
“that isn’t nice, you just don’t like her”
“to right, and she isn’t coming on tour” he said. Jon and spencer said something, it wasn’t insulting though.
“she isn’t coming, i don’t want a bitchy freak like her on tour”

i had had enough, i flew down the stairs and straight onto brendon, punching him in the face. I started punching him in the chest and scratching at his face whilst he screamed like a girl. Ryan pulled my off and i hit him to.
“Delphie don’t” he said, clutching me in one arm and rubbing his face where i had hit him with the other.
brendon was on the floor a few bleeding cuts on his face. I stared
“im sorry” i said before running out the house.