lilxmizxroxtar

When we arrived at the small cafe, I slumped down into my seat and sighed.
“don’t worry about it” Brendon said, taking a seat opposite me and sighing
“I can’t help but worry about it” i said, wiping away a tear that had formed in the corner of my eye. He sighed again and the waitress came to our table
“what can i get you two then?” she asked and i took off my shades.
“ill have a fry up” Brendon said and she wrote it down. Her attention turned to me
“ill have a glass of water” i said
“you have to eat babe, just have something”
“i am not hungry”
“she will have a cheese omelette “ and the waitress left.
“i told you im not fucking hungry” i said angrily
“but you have to eat”
“but im not fucking hungry” i said getting louder
“you have to fucking eat! Don’t be so fucking stupid” he shouted at me and people around the cafe stared.
i glared angrily at him and when the omelette arrived, i just sat there. He finished his fry up and we left, after paying. I tried to grab his hand but he pulled away. I sighed. We walked along with a gap between us. Just before the turning to go towards the hotel, i turned off and went a different way, without Brendon noticing. He carried on walking and i ran off. I slowed down and leant against a wall, panting heavily. I didn’t really recognise where i was, but it was vaguely familiar. There was a few food shops, but i walked angrily past them, and i only stopped when i came to a clothes shop.

In the window was the most gorgeous dress you have ever seen. It was a pale green colour, with mesh under layers. I fell in love with it, and before i knew it , i was walkin out of the shop, with the dress in my hand, and my credit card hundred and thirty dollars down. I walked back to the hotel, past all the photographers and into the lift.

When i arrived back , the room was empty. I found a note on the table.

Dani, don’t know what has happened between you and brendon. We are going to a restaurant for dinner, the reservation is at half 7, see if you can make it. Its the Italian one on south street

ryan x

I glanced at the clock. It was ten to seven and i raced to the bathroom. I applied some makeup. Mainly eyeliner and dragged a brush through my hair. I styled it into a updo bun and pulled on my green dress. It went so well with my white heels. I glanced at the clock one more time, and it was 7:15. I raced to the lift and tapped my foot impatiently as we went down. I walked quickly through the lobby, and ignored the photographers as they tried to picture me. I climbed into a cab.
“Italian restaurant, south side” and he sped off. Within ten minutes i was there. I flung a fistful of dollars at him and walked inside. I immediately saw the guys and i walked over there. I saw the empty chair and took a seat.

All of the boys said hi except for brendon. I sighed and the waitress came over.
“what can i get you all”
“ill have the spaghetti please” jon said and ryan asked for the same. Spencer chose the crab and the waitress looked at me
“don’t worry about her, she is to wrapped up in herself and her little sob story to eat” brendon said angrily and i stared at him. The rest of the boys were looking to and fro between us, wondering what would happen. I calmly stood up and walked out of the restaurant. There was a cab waiting just outside. I asked o go back to the hotel , and when i arrived, i went straight upstairs.

That’s when my feelings started coming out. I burst into tears, my make up running down my face. I kicked of my shoes and grabbed them, running to the bedroom, where i changed into a tracksuit. I gathered all my clothes and shoved them in my suitcase, before logging onto the internet on the computer .
i booked myself a one way single ticket back to England.

ten minutes later, and for the fourth time that evening, i was walked through the lobby. I handed my key in at reception and checked out, before leaving the hotel completely.

Brendon’s pov

We arrived back at the hotel a few hours later and went straight to our room. It was then i sensed something wrong. I ran to the bedroom, and noticed all of dani’s stuff was gone
“she has gone” i said loudly running into the living room. Ryan was sitting at the computer.
“it looks like she booked a ticket back to England” he said holding up the printed receipt. I sighed and slammed my fist down on the table
“im so stupid!”
“look, he flight isn’t set to leave for half an hour, go quick”

I raced out of the hotel and down the stairs. i was lucky to get straight into a taxi and he sped off quickly for the airport. It was nearing Dani’s boarding time and i breathed relief when we arrived.

Dani pov

I was sitting in the departure lounge, waiting for my flight to be called. I was thinking about how to explain this to my mum, how to explain it to the rest of panic and most of all , i was thinking about brendon. I loved him with all my heart, and as much as i didn’t want a silly argument to get in the way, it had hurt my feelings.
FLIGHT 134 TO ENGLAND – NOW BOARDING

I sighed and stood up, grabbing my hand luggage and wandering over, handing my ticket to the man and and walking down the tunnel. I couldn’t help but think i was making a mistake.

Brendon’s pov

I had managed to blag my way through checking and the big announcement came over about the flights boarding. I ran through security and into the departure lounge. I was to late. They had shut the tunnel and i could see the plane moving around the runway. I slumped against the glass, tears falling from my eyes. I had just let the girl i love leave me and go back to England. I began to walk towards the exit when i heard commotion by the departure gate. Thats when i saw her. Dani had gotten off the flight. Her face was red and tear stained and i felt a pang, knowing i had done that. She looked up and noticed me, staring at me. I walked towards her
“i am so sorry” was all i could say , but she just stared.
“i love you” she said and i looked at her.

“ i love you too”

first off i owe you all a sorry,, it has been so long isnce i upated! but here it is :D

It was strange to think that I didn’t now know how to act around Brendon. Now that I saw him as the potential holder to the key to my heart, I acted different. Still my same childish self, but somehow embarrassed by that. For instance, we were walking round wal-mart on one of our many stops and I started laughing, only because I saw a pooper scooper for dogs. Brendon had started laughing too, because he found it funny, but I couldn’t help but feel immature, even though I was being laughed alongside.

It was a Friday, four days into the tour and the side effects were starting to show. Many people were weary, not so much from lack of sleep, but from so much travelling. I was lying down along one of the sofas, my head resting on a big pink pillow. Spencer Jon and Ryan had decided to play a game of Dungeons and Dragons, but Brendon, Kate and I had refrained from joining in. On the TV, an old re-run of SpongeBob square pants was playing. It was the episode where Patrick and SpongeBob had an egg, and they were acting like the parents of it. I laughed when SpongeBob found Patrick sitting in his rock with his ‘suitcase’ of donuts.

An hour and three quarters later, and we arrived at our next stop. It was our California stop and the place they were playing was huge! I smiled as Brendon goofed off on stage with his guitar. I couldn’t help but feel a big lurching in my heart. I turned round and walked towards the dressing room, where I found Ryan doing his makeup.
“Heya Ryan”
“hey Delphi”
“how you doing?” I asked, sitting down, grabbing a magazine.
“I’m doing well, I think we need to talk though”
I gulped “yeah, maybe we should”
“that kiss, at your house, what it was”
“I don’t know. I mean I like you lots, but I think it’s just friendly feelings” I breathed relief when is saw him smile
“thank god. I mean not that I wouldn’t date you, your beautiful” I blushed “ but I don’t think it’s right at the moment”
“yeah, I know” I grinned and then the backstage door flew open, and the rest of panic ran in, with Kate in tow.
“20 minutes till Showtime guys “Brendon squealed and I smiled. I didn’t notice Kate staring at me.

I left the changing room so that the boys could change and headed for the bathroom
“you like Brendon” I spun round and saw Kate standing there , arms fold with a smug look across her face.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about” I said, staring in the mirror, tucking some hair behind my ear
“I saw you smiling at him, and I see the way you stare at him” I sighed and turned back round
“yes okay, I really like him”
“well tell him!”
“I cant, what if he rejects me” she gasped and walked towards me, holding me facing the mirror.
“Look Delphi you are beautiful”
I stared in the mirror. Okay I guess I wasn’t bad looking. I had delicate elf like features that sat on my face in the right places. I had deep green eyes that shone when I was happy, and I had mid-back length pink hair. Okay the pink wasn’t natural, but it suited me. My frame was skinny, and I couldn’t help but smile
“you see your beauty” Kate said
“you’re beautiful to Kate”
“ha, no I’m not. I have ratty blonde hair, I’m short and fat”
“No you are not! You are gorgeous!”
“Yeah if you say so”
“I do say so, don’t you ever put yourself down Kate” she smiled and we heard our names being called.

A few hours later, and the concert was done. The musical murmur from sound was gone and I was helping pack up. Most of the speakers were packed and I was helping put Ryan’s guitars away. I was tired and after I packed it into the case, I gave it to a techie and walked to the hotel. I heard lots of noise coming from the boy’s room, and my room was thankfully empty. I crawled into bed with my clothes still on and fell asleep straight away.

I woke up the next morning when my phone started ringing. Caller I’d read Brendon
“hello” I answered it
“uh, Delphi, where are you. We were set to leave ten minutes ago and you haven’t checked out”
“oh jee, I’m sorry, I’ll be down like right now” I said , hanging up and flinging the covers back, grabbing my keys and running out. I chucked the keys at reception and shouted my name, before running to the bus.
“I’m so sorry guys. I stayed to help with the packing last night and was knackered”
“its okay, we just have to get going” Spencer said and I sat on the sofa. I rested my head on the back and was asleep again. When I woke up, I was in darkness. I put the flash on my cell and noticed I was in a hotel room. I searched for the light switch, flicked it on and winced in the light. There was a note on the bedside table for me.

Delphi
you seem knackered and I couldn’t bear to wake you. I carried you to the hotel room. There is a pass with this note and I hope you can make it to the auditorium before the concert is over.

Brendon xxx

I grabbed the pass and ran down to the auditorium; flying threw backstage and onto side stage. I was the guitarist’s side but Brendon had noticed me and a smile had appeared on his face. I smiled back and waved.
“Everyone, I would like you to welcome someone out on stage for the next song. I have heard her singing and she has the voice of an angel. Please Delphi, come out here” he said and I shook my head, but Ryan grabbed my hand. I was pulled out into the bright light and winced slightly. The crowd cheered, and I waved, before tucking my hands in my back pockets.
“Now Delphi’s favourite song of ours is when the day met the night, so I thought we could sing that” I nodded and the music started, as I sat on a stool next to Brendon.

(Together) When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

(Brendon)When the sun found the moon
She was drinking tea in a garden
Under the green umbrella trees
In the middle of summer

(Delphi) When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer (summer)

(together) In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer (summer)
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer, summer
All was golden when the day met the night

(Brendon) So he said, "Would it be all right
If we just sat and talked for a little while
If in exchange for your time
I give you this smile?"

(Delphi) So she said, "That's okay
As long as you can make a promise
Not to break my little heart
Or leave me all alone in the summer."

(together)Well he was just hanging around
Then he fell in love
And he didn't know how
But he couldn't get out
Just hanging around
Then he fell in love

In the middle of summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night
Summer, summer, summer, summer
When the moon fell in love with the sun
All was golden in the sky
All was golden when the day met the night

The crowd cheered and Delphi left the stage, walking backstage. She was cheered back there to, but she needed a rest. she left through the backstage door and walked out into a freezing cold rain shower. It was heavy and by the time I reached the bus, I was soaked. I changed into some jeans and pulled on a foodie. I sat in the living room when I heard the door at the back open and close, and in appeared a smiling, soaking wet Brendon.
“Hey” I said looking up from my sidekick
“hey, you okay”  
“yeah”
“I’m just going to change”
“okay”

a few moments later, he re-appeared putting a t-shirt on.
“Brendon I need to tell you something” I gulped as he smiled, flicked his hair and sat beside me
“sure, what is it”
“Brendon, I err have feelings for you” he stared “I think that you for me are perfect and I have liked you like this since I saw you”
“Delphi, you are a really good friend to me, I don’t want that ruined”

there it was, staring me in to face. The word friend
“oh it doesn’t matter, I was kidding myself you feel the same way” I said, running out into the rain.

I sat on the nearest bench and cried. Not tears streaming down my face but full blown sobs. The bench I was sitting on was over the other side of the car park and I was now, drenched.
“DELPHI” I heard someone shout my name and I saw Brendon running across the car park. I started running and ran straight into his arms. he held my head in front of his face, and placed his forehead on mine
“i really like you too” and he kissed me hard on the lips, the raining thundering around us.

okay , i dont quite know why i havent checked out this band before now, especially after them posing in their pants, but how brilliant are all time low

i havent really googled them before because to me they reminded me of all the other long haired american boybands ( yes i do know two of them have short hair and yes i am aware that youmeatsix sound like said boybands) but when i was logging into buzznet , i accidently click the link to them and i think i fell in love.

dear maria count me in is the first song i listened to and i was blown away!
it was amazing and not what i had expected

i will deffo be looking for them in the future music mags and when they come to the uk , i will be there

plus alex gaskarth is quite cute , i must admit

Jack like macarena

xx

Danielle

kalidescope eyes, descernible voice capable of pitch, tone and volume that cracks Ice, shatters glass, and renders those in ear-shot stunned for moments


How old are you?
15

When I woke up the next morning, the bed next to me was empty. I sat upright and stretched, my arms nearly touching the alcove the bed was in. I swung the covers back and put my feet on the soft rug by the bed. After pulling on one of Brendons t-shirts (it came right down to my knees) I walked out of the bedroom and padded down the stairs. I found everyone sitting at the kitchen table. I smiled
"morning" I said rather loudly and everyone winced slightly
"how can you be so happy in the morning" Jon asked taking a sip of his coffee.
"Because I had a good nights sleep" I said, looking round for a chair. Bummer, none left.i stared at Brendon and smiled devilishly. He looked confused, then realised what I meant ad scooted backwards on his chair; I perched on his lap and leant back into his shoulder.
Everyone stared
"what" I said getting embarrassed and they all rolled their eyes. About ten minutes later, I decided to get changed. I wandered upstairs and into the bedroom, where I pulled a mini skirt and vest top out of my suitcase. It was a sweltering hot day outside and I refused to cover up. I stepped into the shower and let the hot water pour over my body. Ten minutes later, I was dried and in the process of doing my hair. It was currently a platinum blonde colour, but I felt so bored so easily with hair colour.

When I arrived back downstairs, panic were all sitting in the living room? They were staring at me as I entered
"what" I asked "is there something on my face" and all but Brendon looked away. I took a seat on the sofa next to Ryan and Brendon stared
"what?" I asked and he pouted, glanced at the seat next to me and then back at me. I laughed and jumped from one sofa to the other, so I could cuddle Brendon.
"What time are we due to leave for the buses?" Spencer asked. Ryan glanced at his phone, reading the text he had received earlier that day
"around midday-is" he said. I looked at the watch around Brendons wrist.
"Hmm we have like an hour and a half"
"well done! She can tell the time Brendon, what a keeper" Jon said sarcastically and u chucked a pillow at him.

An hour later and there were 6 suitcases of clothes in the living room. One for each of us, plus a suitcase full of food we knew Pete wouldnt put on the bus. We left the house to walk to the nearest car park, where the busses would be. It was funny seeing us all with our suitcases. I was holding hands with Brendon when he tripped on a rock and fell over. I couldnt help but laugh and neither could anybody else. He sat pouting on the floor and I held out my hand. He smiled grabbed it and I pulled him up. He placed his arms around my shoulders and we carried on walking. Five minutes later, we reached the bus. I couldnt help but smile. It was even better than I had imagined. The outside was a deep red colour, painted with flowers and birds. The inside though, was filled with electronic items; including over 100 DVD titles are loaded into the TV. I was in heaven.

I slumped down on the sofa, after putting my suitcase on a bed and putting my teddies out. Brendon came and laid across me. I smiled and tickled his belly, causing him to squeal and fall on the floor for the second time that day. I laughed and pushed myself off the sofa, landing in his lap. He pulled me close and planted a small kiss on my lips. I smiled and pulled him closer, kissing him hard. We began to make out, and before we knew it, we were back on the sofa but laying down. I dont quite know how long we were there, but soon enough we heard footsteps in the bus. I tried to get off Brendon, but I wasnt quick enough
"eww , you two were on each other "Spencer shouted and Brendon smiled devilishly
"why yes we were Spencer my young friend "

The next few hours, on the way to our first destination, were spent getting used to the bus environment. Ryan and Spencer were on one side of the sofa, Brendon and I were sitting in the corner, me on Brendons lap, and Jon was sprawled out along the other part. It felt right and I dont know what. I felt a vibration run through my hand, and I saw Ryans cell phone there.
"Ryan you have a message" I said chucking the phone at him. He clicked a few buttons before smiling.
"Woo parrrttyyyy"
"ooh what for? "Jon asked
"tour launch party""
"who else will be there" Spencer asked
"umm, fuelled by ramen label and decaydance label"
I smiled thinking about a party, then my face dropped
"whats wrong babe?" Brendon purred in my ear
"I dont think my dresses got packed"
"yes they did, all your clothes came"
I grinned "what time is the party"
"it starts at 7, we are going to get there at half past though"
I glanced at the time. It was half past five, two hours to get ready. I stood up and announced that the bathroom is now out of bounds. They all whined
"what! "I said
"we need to shower"
"well, I need to get ready without people traipsing through"
"well, we shower while you sort out your outfit, then you can have the bathroom"
"okay" and I ran to the bedroom.

It was quarter past seven and I stared in the mirror. I was content with what I had achieved in the small bathroom space. My blonde hair was curled into ringlets, which hung heavy round my shoulders. I had also placed a gold hippie headband round my head; I had stolen it from Ryan. My dress came down to my mid thigh, but didnt look slutty. It was a deep purple satin dress that even though was the right size, hung baggy on my small frames wound a gold belt round my waist and I smiled, and after applying purple eye shadow and black eyeliner, I unlocked the bathroom door. My shoes were on the floor and I picked them up. They were high, gold patent heels and I had loved them since I had bought them. I slipped them on my feet and walked towards the bedroom door. I smiled when I walked out because all the boys stared.

"Wow" was all Ryan could utter and the others were speechless. I grabbed Brendons hand. He looked good in a white shirt with tight blue jeans.
"You look so god damn sexy" he whispered in my ear
"you dont look to bad yourself mr.Urie"
we walked off the bus and into a frenzy of cameras.  Brendon held me close. We both knew that by tomorrow, our relationship would be over the front pages of every magazine going and we both knew that the rumours of me would spread up again. We walked in a group to the club, but once inside we separated. I went to the bar to get a drink, Ryan and Jon went to find friends and Spencer and Brendon left for the toilet. I stood at the bar, leaning on it.
"Hi" I heard someone say beside me and I turned around to see a tall boy with short hair looking at me. He had a lip piercing and deep eyes. I smiled
"hi"
"can I get you a drink" he asked
"I already have one thanks"
"ok, hi imp j"
"you josh, my main man" Brendon joined us and wrapped his arm around my waist
"I see you have already met my fabulous girlfriend Danni" and I saw joshs face drop
"yeah I have" he tried to hide his embarrassment.
"Babe, this is josh, from paramore"
"hi" i said again.

i spent the rest of the night mingling with the other people. With brendon introducing me as his fabulous girlfriend all the time, i felt myself having to go around twice and let people no of my name. I sighed as i sat in the corner booth, thinking about what is going to be on those papers tomorrow. Brendon came up and found me.
"hey babe, you okay" he sat next to me
"yeah, just worried about tomorrow"
"why"
"because of the tabloids and that"
"dont worry. Just as long as you know that i will always love you for who you are, and not for your past, that is all that matters"
 i smiled
"we are gonna head for the hotel now, to get some sleep" i grabbed his hand and left the party.

the next day,i woke up at ten am. There was a light snoring sound coming from the others and i left the hotel quietly. I walked to the nearest newsagents. Sure enough, there on the front page of several of the magazines, were me and Brendon. I grabbed all of them, paid and left the shop, practically running back to the hotel. Once in there i flicked through the magazine

TV STAR IN RELATIONSHIP WITH ROCKER
TEEN STARLET DATING SINGER OF BAND
TEEN REBEL ON THE REBOUND WITH ROCKER
URIE DATING TEEN STARLET
ROCKY RELATIONSHIP FOR YOUNG STAR AND HER BEAU

I stared at them all , not caring that the others had joined the room. They stared at the various scattered magazines, all lying round in various states of openness. Brendon came and sat next to me, pulling me close with a hug
“they are just words hon. They can’t do anything to you , or us” i hugged him tightly , before leaving to get changed. I pulled on my jeans and tshirt, before sitting quietly on the bed with on of the magazines.

TEEN REBEL ON THE REBOUND WITH ROCKER
Written by Tom Simms

The latest rebel teen to join the rock beau band wagon is 18 year old Dani Collins, most famous for her childhood career in television.
Dani was just 13 when she started in the industry, doing many programmes before her first major series. When the show was cancelled, Dani started going of the rails, partying and drinking aged sixteen. She has been photographed on many occasions coming out of clubs, cigarettes dangling from her mouth and stumbling about.
Her latest Love comes in the form of 21 year old Brendon urie, from the alternative rock group Panic at the disco. They were recently spotted walking hand in hand to a party, held by Brendon’s record label.

is it love for our young starlet , or is it just another Disaster waiting to happen.

I stared at the pictures on the paper. There was one of me and brendon the night before, plus various other. They had use one i had particularly hated , which pictured me falling out the door of a nightclub, with a cigarette in my mouth. My lipstick was smudged and i looked a state. I sighed and flung the magazine across the room. Brendon knocked on the door and came in. He sighed and hugged me close
“im taking you out for lunch, come on”
we stood up and he handed me a hooded sweatshirt. I also pushed on a pair of red heart sunglasses to hide me. We grabbed hands and left the hotel room.

Outside the doors of the hotel there were around 40 photographers, i pulled my hood up and brendon held me close as we left the hotel , pushing through the photographers and into the waiting taxi. We drove away from the paparazzi, but i knew it wouldn’t be the end

i finally posted guys. im actually really sorry for the wait, so i tried to write a longer chapter :D

d x

Does your myspace password have to do with a boy?
Naa



Are you a girly girl?
Hahaha no


Small or big purses?
Big :D


Do you sleep in your bra?
Sometimes



Do you enjoy drama?
Pfft no


Do you think you’re conceited?
Wtf does that mean


Did you dress up on Halloween?
hmm , sometimes



How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?
Hahah m i know jake probs will


Do you wear makeup?
only eyeliner and foundation


Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
Dont wear it

Do you think Los Alacranes are cute?
And thay are

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
yeah

Eyeliner or Mascara?
eyeliner


American Eagle or Hollister?
PREPPY SHITE!



Heels or flats?
Heels


Skirts or jeans?
Skinny jeans.


Socks or leggings?
Knee high soks :D



Heels or sneakers?
Heels

Straight or curly hair?
Neither

Hoops or dangling earrings?
Hmm dangling

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark , but i have a thing for blonde surfers :D


Do you have a best friend?
Yeah



What do you think about the person you ..like.. love?
i have no love life, i cat trust people that muc :S



Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Yeah , to get rid of my fatyyness

Do you like your life?
Meh



Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Hahah , funny story. we were t a festival , with all the porta=pottys around, my friend michelle was looking for the sinks (festival virgin) and she walked round he corner right into the mens urinals :D



Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Naa


Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Hahah yeah

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yep



Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes

There was a loud banging at the door and I woke up. Whoever it was banged again and I stood up, walked over to the door and opened it. Standing on my doorstep was the other three members of panic at the disco, along with a very sorry looking Kate. I stared at her, then at the other three boy’s faces, before shutting the door on them. I heard the talking outside, then footsteps walking away. I sighed and returned to the sofa, where I was surprised to see Ryan sleeping peacefully. Then I remembered what had happened last night and smiled. I sat in front of him and watched him sleep for a while, before I heard a commotion outside. I ran upstairs to my room to see out the window, only to find Brendon and Jon in there. The window behind them was wide open
“what the fuck!” I shouted, making them jump
“um, Kate said the drainpipe is easy to climb, she is worried about you”
“I don’t give a fuck” I shouted at them
“please, she just wants to say she is sorry”
“she fucking hurt me you know that, it fucking hurt” I heard the footsteps of someone entering the room behind me but I don’t stop to look.
“she fucking brought back the worst bit of my past, the part which I still haven’t gotten over yet and she threw it in my face like dirt” by now angry tears were falling down my face and I felt a pair of protective arms wrap around me. I felt myself crying into Ryan’s shoulder. He led me downstairs and we sat on the sofa cuddling.
“imp going for a shower” I mumbled, before walking to the shower room.

Whilst getting ready for my shower, I heard Ryan mumbling something to the guys, and I heard them leaving. I flicked the hot water on and stepped into the shower. Ten minutes later, and I was changed, wearing some pale green skinny jeans, a pink Boho dress and some converse. When I wandered downstairs, five pairs of eyes stared back. I glanced around the room angrily, before setting my eyes on Ryan.
“I said I didn’t want them in my house” I stated, trying to stay calm
“I know, but maybe you should here Kate out, they are just trying to be friends to Kate”
“what about being a good friend to me Ryan, and thinking about what is best for me”
“I think the best for you is being with Kate at the moment”
“well then you don’t know me at fucking all” I wiped a tear away ferociously with the back of my hand, before grabbing my bag, shoving my cell in it and leaving.

It took me the time to get to star bucks before I realised what I had actually done. I had left an ex best friend, three strangers and the boy I had kissed in my house. I sipped on my black coffee when I felt my bag vibrate. I pulled my cell out and the I.D read Ryan. My hand hovered over the reject button, but I pushed accept
“hello” I said quietly into the receiver
“Delphie, I’m so sorry but I think you need to sort this. Kate has been invited on tour, and I’m inviting you, but I’m not allowed to take you unless this is sorted” he said all in one breath.
“Okay. I will be coming back soon. I’m sorry for shouting at you” and I hung up

Kate’s pod

Ryan got off the phone with Delphie and looked at me
“she is coming back. And she said sorry to me for shouting” I looked at him stunned
“she must really like you, she doesn’t ever say sorry to anyone, not even me” I said quietly.
About ten minutes later we heard a key sliding into the lock and it open and close. Delphie walked in. I stood up and walked over to her, wrapping my arms around her neck, not easy considering she is at least a foot taller than me. Her arms remained limp by her side but I held on all the same.
“I’m so sorry Delphie; I don’t know why I said it”
“maybe because you were angry that i insulted your new friends, who you obviously think are better than me” she said and i stared
“no, i just, figured that whenever i try to meet new people, you always seem to put them off, because we come as a complete package” i thought about what i had just said and looked at the floor.
“i put people off do i, well then you can just make new friends on tour with these guys, because i won’t be there to put them off” she said and stalked upstairs

Delphie’s pov

I sat on my bed, back against the head rest with my knees tucked under my chin. The tv at the foot of my bed was playing a re-run of family guy, but i wasn’t paying attention. The door at one side of the room opened and in walked ryan. He sat next to me and cuddled me, not saying anything.
“i want to come with you ryan, but she has said to many hurtful things now and i cant be around her”
“i understand, thats why i have phoned ahead to pete to say add you, because i know that they haven’t added kate to the tour list, and i told him to limit us to no more people”
“i don’t get it”
“well, i told pete that we are only allowed on extra person for the tour, and you were it. The guys haven’t phoned up about kate yet, so she won’t be allowed to come.”
i stared at him
“the guys like kate more, just take her”
“nope, the guys don’t know you yet, and im taking you “ i smiled at him, before resting my head on hsi shoulder.

the next day, at around midday i was packed and ready to leave for America. Ryan was talking to the boys downstairs, so i crouched at the top with my suitcase
“look guys, i know you didn’t get off on the best start with Delphie, but she is a sweet girl” i heard ryan say
“she is a pink haired freak” i heard brendon say
“that isn’t nice, you just don’t like her”
“to right, and she isn’t coming on tour” he said. Jon and spencer said something, it wasn’t insulting though.
“she isn’t coming, i don’t want a bitchy freak like her on tour”

i had had enough, i flew down the stairs and straight onto brendon, punching him in the face. I started punching him in the chest and scratching at his face whilst he screamed like a girl. Ryan pulled my off and i hit him to.
“Delphie don’t” he said, clutching me in one arm and rubbing his face where i had hit him with the other.
brendon was on the floor a few bleeding cuts on his face. I stared
“im sorry” i said before running out the house.

well i guess i havent updated in like a week. i updated IIRUOAID like last week but tripping eyes and flooded lungs i havent in a few weeks and i guess this is a sorry journal.

i have really no excuse for updating, it has just been really hectic. i cant update properly when im at home because people are always around and i dont like to write when there is a crowd.

so i thought it wuld all be okay when i came to stay down eastbourne but no, because my brother is a stupid pyromaniac.

he has been playing with lighters with a kid no one likes who thinks he is hard. i told him to stop fucking playing with the lighters but he wouldnt listen to me!. and he went into this bush and came running out with jack and the bush set a light. no fucking small flame either, it was ten foot high so i had to call the fire bigrade. so yeah my dad was fucking pissed off! and he has taken the laptop charger with him to work, so at the moment im running on 91% battery, so i might be able to get a tripping eyes and flooded lungs chapter out as well as this new one i have been working on. i duno i hope so

:D:(

dani xx

“im so glad this finally happened” ryan whispered in my ear. We were still sitting cuddled up under the spotlight
“I know, ive been trying to tell you for the past few weeks” I said. I felt ryans cell phone buzz in his pocket. I got off him so he could get it out his pocket
“the guys are going to a club, do you wanna go”
“yeah sure” I stood up, and ryan stood up and put his arm around me. We walked through the backstage passages and into the hotel , were we parted to get ready. I found kate in my room going through her case
“well, hi” she stuck her hand out and I shook it “ im kate” I smiled
“im Kristi” I walked over to my suitcase and searched through it , pulling out a short green dress with ruffles and ribbons on it. I had matching shoes and I walked into the bathroom, pulled them on and did my make up. My hair was pretty much still straight, so I placeda green bow in my hair and walked out. When I got back in the room, kate was wearing a red slip dress, with black heels and a black belt. I smiled
“you look really pretty” I said to her and she smiled
“thanks, you do to “ we walked out the hotel room and I locked the door. Someone put their hands over my eyes. I smiled and breathed in the scent. I knew it was ryan but I had a joke around
“brendon, not now, I cant go with you , im going with ryan” the hands fell away and I turned round and smiled at ryan. He pretended to act hurt and I hugged himm, kissing him on the cheek. We heard wolf whistles and turned round. Brendon, spencer, jon and kate were standing there smiling
“so you two finally getting it on hey” jon said and I smiled. I grabbed ryans hand
“You look beautiful” he said and we left for the club.

when we arrived, we spouted off into different areas. Brendon headed straight for the bar to get a round of drinks, jon and spencer headed for the toilet and it was me, ryan and kate’s job to get a table. We sat down in the  booth and I cuddled up to ryan.
“aw, you two are sweet” brendon set the drinks on the table and I grabbed my alcopop. I sipped it and placed it on the table. I didn’t want to get back into the swing of my old habits.
“lets dance” I grabbed ryans hands and pulled him to the dancefloor. Soon enough, the whole group besides jon were on the dancefloor. I walked back to the table and gulped the rest of my drink. I then went back to dance. I started to feel whoozy
“im going to sit down” ryan nodded and I walked back to the table and took a seat. My mouth suddenly felt dry and I grabbed the nearest drink , gulping it down. Before I knew it, I had drunk all the drinks on the table. I stood up to find ryan and fell to the floor, passing out.

I woke up, and felt myself laying down on a sof surface. I glanced to my side and aw bunks, the other side was a wall. I could feel shaking and shuddering and I knew we were moving. It was light outside and I winced when I climbed out the bunk. I tried to remember. I had started dating ryan was the thing that I most remembered, but I also knew I had drunk alcohol. I wandered out of the bedroom and towards the bathroom. I locked the door and ran a sink full of cold water, plunging my head deep into it. I stayed there for a few seconds, before drying my face and emptying the sink.my hoodie was on the peg so I pulled it on and walked out into the living room. Immediately ryan was at my side.
“are you okay?” he asked, wrapping his arms around me
“yeah” I whispered, my voice hoarse

“ do you remember what happened?” he asked, sitting down and pulling me onto his lap
“no” I snuggled into his chest” all I remember is coming off the dancefloor and being real thirsty”
“we came back from the dancefloor to find you passed out on the floor. I was so scared for you” he whispered into my ear, stroking my back and rocking me back and forth
“is there a show tonight” I asked and I felt him nod
“yes, we will be there in five minutes”

the bus stopped a few minutes later and we walked out. The cold air blew against my skin and the rain drizzled onto my head. I grabbed my suitcase and walked towards the hotel. The room situation had changed, I was now sharing with ryan and brendon was in with brent and jon. I laid on the bed when I heard shouting from the corridor.
“why the fuck, you can never be fucking bothered brent” I heard spencer shout
“yeah , well the pricks in this band are shit” he didn’t make sense but brendon shouted back
“only pricks to you because you’re a lazy fat ass” I couldn’t help but giggle. I walked to the door, which was ajar and stood listening
“well, I don’t know if I can be arsed with this any more” brent said
“well that’s it then , your out of the band” I heard pete say. Brent jumped and turned round
“what?” he looked shocked
“you cant stand here and call these guys pricks, your out” . brent grabbed his suitcase handle and left.
“what are we going to do for a bassist” brendon asked. I walked out into the corridor and put my arm around ryans waist. He put his arm round my shoulders and pulled me close
“I guess I will have to fill in for tonights show until we find a replacement” pete said.
“ill do it” I said. Everyone looked at me shocked
“no, your ill, we will just use pete” ryan said and I stood away
“no , pete will be tired enough from playing in fall out boy, im quite capable of playing bass. I mean we have three hours before show, I can learn the songs in that time” ryan looked at the group and they nodded.
“okay, but you have to be careful” I nodded and hugged him. “ im going for a shower” and I disappeared into the room

two hours later, and I had learnt tonights setlist. It was only half an hour long, due to panic being the support so I was okay. I was in the room getting ready for the concert. My hair was curled and I was wearing a black and white dress with ruffles. Ryan wrapped his arms around my waist and I smiled
“are you feeling better now” he asked and I smiled. I wasn’t feeling to great, my head was pounding but I knew if I said that he wouldn’t let me play
“im fine” I kissed him on the cheek and proceeded with my make up. Before I knew it , I was being pushed onto the stage.

“well good evening ladies and gentlemen. We hope you are looking forward to tonights show. Might I introduce our temporary bassist, the gorgeous Kristi wentz” and the crowd erupted in screams. I think it was more to do with the surname than me , but I was not complaining. The opening cords of I write sins not tragedies started and I began.

Halfway through the concert, and I was doing great. I didn’t feel very good but I couldn’t let the fans down. They were so excited. Ryan was staring at me constantly , making me nervous. The lights were so bright, im surprised the guys could see most of the time. I walked to the front of the stage with my bass. The lights were so hot and I began to feel light headed. Before I knew it, I was falling off the stage, and onto the hard ground below. The last few moments I remember were the crowd gasping, the guitar and singing stopping and a thud next to me, of ryan jumping off the stage. I felt him grab my hand before I blacked out.

Heya guys, sorry for lack of update! been pretty hectic round here but ill live :) anyway
!: watya think?

2: fav character

3: happy that brent is gone

4: happy that kristi? ryan are together

We spent the next three weeks hanging around. It was difficult getting through the school days because i could not stop thinking about the boys. They often text me during the day and brendon phoned me every lunch break to chat. I was dreading the time they would have to go back to america, because i had it in my head that they would forget all about me.  I knew that they were going back to america on the day i broke up from school , so i had six hour of school to get through before i could say goodbye to them. I huffed and tried to concentrate on drama work.

Brendon’s pov
i pulled up outside dani’s house and smiled. I climbed out the car and walked up to the front door,
banging the large kncoker on the door. A lady opened, and i recognised her as dani’s mum. She smiled when she recognised me
“your brendon, from that band dani likes” i nodded and she invited me in. She offered me a drink, but i declined
“hwo are you then” she asked, taking a seat opposite me
“im fine thank you, i was hoping to ask you a very big favour” she stared at me.
“i know that on Friday ,it is dani’s last day of school and she is taking a gap year before starting university” i said and Dani’s mum nodded
“well, i make that about a year and six months before dani has to be back for school , and our american tour happens to be about a year and three months long, so i was wondering if you would let her come on tour with us”
“i think that would be lovely , i mean i know you have been hanging out a lot and she speaks highly of you. I will have to ask her”
“no, please i want it to be a suprise, if you could have her suff packed, i will pick her bags up whilst she is at school and then we will go straight to the airport”
“um , okay then. I think it will be lovely for her”
“thanks , i better be off now” i hugged her and left, with a wicked smile on my face.

Dani’s pov

Friday was a depressing day for me, i knew today i would have to say goodbye to the boys, and it would probably be the last time i saw them. People were asking me all day what was wrong, but i knew they wouldnt understand. The last bell rang and i stood up. I smoothed out my school skirt and pulled my blazer on, before walking out the gates. I saw a rather large commotion down by the gates and i was keen to see what it was, i could see a silver sports car with a load of people round it. i got nearer and pushed through the crowds. I gasped, before rushing forward and pulling open the door, sitting in the car and smiling.
“hey babe,” brendon said
“you came to pick me up from school” i kissed him on the cheek
“yeah, now lets get out of here” and he turned the engine on, causing everyone to scatter, and we sped out of there

“um brendon, that was my street back there” i said as we passed my road.
“i know”
“well were are we going”
“you have to promise not to freak out, but i saw your mum the other day and asked her if i coul take you on tour. She said yes, your bags are in the back” i stared at him, before a grin spread across my face. I few tears came out, and whilst concentrating on the road, brendon put his arm around me and pulled me close
“hey ,s hh whats wrong” he asked, kissing the top of my head
“i thought that you would go back to america and forget me” i said and he soothed me
“i could never forget someone so smart, beautiful and loving “ and i smiled.
we sped through the highways and reached gatwick. After returniogn the rental car and getting my bags out of the boot, we walked towards the entrance, where we met the boys
“dangit brendon, a girl in a schoolgirl uniform, how did you know my fantasy” jon said and i punched him on the arm.
“um , before we check in , can i change” i asked, before rifling through my suitcase for a pair of skinny jeans and a vest top. I ran to the toilets and changed, before taking out my contact lenses and putting on my glasses. They were black rimmed and i loved them. I put my uniform back in my bag and walked out the toilets. the boys stared at me.
"what" i asked, putting my bag back with my suitcase
"we ave known you for like a month and never seen you in glasses" spencer said
"oh well" and we proceeded to check in.

once we had gotton our tickets, we had to decide who was sitting on their own
"i will sit next to dani" brendon said and put his arm round me. i smiled
"well i dont want to sit on my own" ryan said. they proceeded tp fight, and jon lost. he complained all through the waiting and when he boarded the plane and saw his buddy for the next 24 hours, he shot us death glares. it was an 80 year old man with heavy vreathing and bo. i laughed at him . i was looking forward to the next year

okay  , a bit shorter than the other one , but i hope you liie it :D

I stood about halfway back from the stage, bouncing around on my size 6 feet.

my name is Dani and im at my first ever panic at the concert.

so back to the feet bouncing. They were halfway through time to dance when there was a big crowd surge. I was pushed forward, and by a massive lump of pure luck, I fell into the barrier. I regained my standing position. I looked up at the stage in front of me and gulped. There staring down at me smiling was brendon. The Brendon urie. I gulped and waved and he grinned, before continuing with the song.

so eventually, around two hours later, my friend Hazel and I left the auditorium. We met my mum at the entrance and I grabbed my signed ticket out my bag, not realising my phone fell out with it.
“Look mum at this” I said shoving the ticket in her face.
“how good” we had reached the train station when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned round and nearly fell over. There standing within touching distance was brendon urie. Right no spaz fit. I extended my hand
“Hi, im dani” I said and he smiled, before shaking it
“hi.you were the girl nearly getting squashed at the concert” he said smiling
“yeah, its getting to be a problem when your this short” he laughed slightly
“you dropped your phone back there” he said passing me my beat up old mobile
“jee, thanks” I gushed
“its okay, I guess ill see you later” and with that he was gone. I turned back to my mum and hazel who were laughing outragisouly
“you look like a tomato” hazel giggled and my mum stayed silent. I smiled and we walked into the train station.

when I got home, I flopped down onto my bed and got my phone out.  Still cant believe brendon had this in his hand.i opened the contact list and flicked through, wondering who I could brag to. I nearly screamed when I saw it. There was his name and number, right there before my eyes. He had added his number to my phone. I stifled a laugh and thought about it. After deciding if I called today it would seem desperate, I placed my phone on the side and tried to go to sleep.

I woke up the next morning at 10am and smiled, remembering the night before. I got out of bed and showered, before pulling on my favourite polka dot dress. I scrunched my  hair and placed a bow in it before going downstairs
“Hey hunni” I was greeted by my mum’swarm smile
“you okay” I asked and she nodded
“got over your encounter with that brendon boy yet” I smiled
“yes mum” I drunk a glass of orange before going and sitting on the swing in the garden
“IM just popping out to get some milk” my mum shouted and I heard the front door close. I pulled out my phone and scrolled through the contacts. I reached brendon and before I could decide I clicked call. I held it to my ear
“hello” I heard his voice say at the other end
“hello” I said
“who is this?” he asked, souding confused
“its dani from the concert, the small girl who got squished and lost her phone” I heard him breath heavily, signaling laughter
“hey dani , how are you?” he asked
“recovering after being squashed” an dhe laughed again
“I hope to god there is no calling charge to um, where are you?” I asked
“Scotland”
“well I hope there is no extra calling charge to call Scotland”
“well how about I phone you back””
“Okay” and I hung up, waiting the few seconds for the phone riing, I picked up quickly.

we chatted on the phone for over four hours
“I have to go, we have soundcheck, but ill text you later yeah?” he asked and I smiled
“Okay brendon, bye”
“bye babe” and he hung up. I leaned back, forgetting I was on a swing and fell onto the dirt. But not even that could bring me down.

I went to bed early that night, because I had school the next day. When I woke up the next morning, my phone buzzed instantly
from: Brendon
good morning sunshine xx
i smiled and text back
to:brendon
OiOi, how are we today?
I put my phone on the side and got dressed for school. I grabbed it and left the house, feeling high on happiness. The school day passed in its usual boredom blur and I sighed when 3:20 came and I could text/call brendon. I turned my phone on and smiled. A message appeared from him

From:Brendon
Hey babe, we have a week before we have to travel to America, we were thinking of coming back down to London to see you, what you think>

I smiled

To:brendon
of course I mean there are some great hotels down here and I would love to see you more :D

From:Brendon
cool beans

 I snapped my phone shut and smiled. When I arrived home I noticed an unfamiliar car outside my house. I ran up to the house and realised it was just my mum’s boyfriend. I ignored him as I entered the house and ran upstairs
From: Brendon
 we will be in covent garden at 7pm ;)

 I smiled , covent garden was five minutes walk from my house. I glanced at the clock. 5:55pm. I had an hour and five minutes to get ready to meet panic at the disco. I ran to my room and pulled on some bright red skinny jeans. I pulled a brush through my hair, before curling it slightly. I pulled on an elmo tshirt and applied red lipstick. The clock red 6:45pm and I smiled, before pulling on some red Vans and leaving the house.

I made it to covent garden by 5 to seven and I smiled when I saw them sitting by the fountain. I walked up to them and brendon smiled, encasing me in his arms
“hey babe, how are you?” he asked and I smiled
“Im fine thanks, so these must be panic” I said shaking each of their hands.

they decided to take me for dinner, and even though I was in the presence of my favourite rock band, I could only talk to brendon.

Heya guys! i was so happy about getting tickets to see panic at the disco in london that  i thought i would start a new fanfic . sorry for lack of update on TEAFL but more will come shortly
hope ya like :D

this song is to be sung to the
Im going to london , to bu heat magazine advert song

IM GOING TO LONDON , TO SEE PANIC AT THE DISCO
IM GOING TO LONDON TO SEE PANIC AT THE DISCO

I worked my butt off all weekend adn raised the £50 for the tickets

ONE WORD : WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

BUMSEX ALL THEY WAY BABEEE

I found myself sitting on the speaker at the side of the auditorium for the sound check. I would disappear for the actually concert because I couldn’t face it. I was aching all over and I had a constant stomach bug. Panic and TVMMF had finished there sound check and I was staring at pete playing with his bass. I didn’t hear the footsteps behind me and screamed as someone pulled me down off the speaker. I spun round to see ryan laughing
“that was not funny” and I whacked him hard on the arm.
“ow that really hurt Kristi” he said rubbing his arm. I felt bad but I just turned away
“what is up with you?” he asked putting an arm around me
“Nothing” I mumbled except the fact that I cannot have you
“you sure, if you need to talk im here” he said and I smiled, before leaving him standing there and heading for the hotel room. I passed kacey on the way and gasped. She had dyed her hair. It was mainly pink with a little bit of black and blonde in it.
“um, don’t you think that hair is a little similar to mine” I said and she laughed
“well it looks better on me so yeah” and she walked off. I bit my lip and continued walking only to bump into pete. He then insisted on yelling at me about the whole Kacey situation
“why cant you just be her fucking friend” he yelled and people walking past stared. I bit back the tears until he was done and walked to the hotel room.

the night was cool and I shivered slightly in my night shirt. I was sitting on the balcony thinking about everything. I had a boy that I couldn’t have, a girl making my life a living hell and a brother who never seems to like me. I sighed and stared over the edge of the balcony. It was a long way down. a sure fire death if I jumped.
I shook the thought of death from my head and went back into the hotel room, perching on the edge of the bed. Music had been coming from the auditorium across the street for two hours now and I knew I would have to go and help pack up. I pulled on some trousers underneath my night shirt and pulled my hair back into a pony tail. I sighed into the mirror before leaving the hotel room.

when I entered the auditorium I was influxed by fans. They were pouring out from doors left right and centre. What an idiot I am for coming through the front door
I managed to push my way through to the backstage door and into the air conditioned area. I was sweating from all the pushing and shoving I had done. I began to pack away some speakers when I felt someone behind me. I turned round to see pete standing there.
“um hi” I said, putting my hands in the back pockets of my jeans
“look, I guess I flipped out back in the hotel. Im sorry I guess some people just don’t get on. Its just that Kacey and I, well we are sort, um we are dating” I stared
“Kristi?” he said my name in case I hadnt heard him
“um, good for you pete” an di continued with the speaker

I pulled the hotel duvet higher round my neck. Brendon had left the balcony doors open and it was letting in a cold breeze, but I couldn’t be bothered to get up and shut it. A soft snoring was coming from brendons bed and I could here some light scratches coming from ryan’s.
“what are you upto ryan?” I asked, my whisper echoing round the quiet room
“um, lyrics” came his monotone response.
“can I see” I asked, already pulling the duvet back
“yeah I guess” I padded softly to his bed, where he lifted up the covers. I climbed in next to him. It was only a single bed and I felt an impulse when our bodies touched. He was wearing just his boxers and my nightshirt only reached my thighs. Our bodies were squished together and I could feel him breathing. He handed me the book and I began to read the lyrics in it.

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I�d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more win, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I stared at the page. It was like he had written all my feelings down on the page. I handed it back
“that is amazing” was all I could stutter out
“it’s the last song for the album”
“its great” we stayed in silence for a minute
“kate is coming down tomorrow” he stated, like it was normal
“oh cool , is that the girl on the phone”
“yeah”
“cool” I yawned “ im going to sleep now night” I kissed his cheek lightly and padded over to my own bed. It was cold in contrast to being tucked up against ryans body. I sighed and fell asleep.

it was a nine am wake up call for us all. It was straight on the road and to the next tour date. It was a little less fun on the bus now that we had all missed sleep and were tired. I was laying across the back seat, my head resting on brendons thigh. He was leaning backwards, head tilted and asleep just like I was. Spencer was in the bunks with ryan, and they to were both sleeping.

Narrator pov
your dream vacation
is my hostage refuge
a work in progress
you bleed just like you puke
whilst running a mile
Kristi’s cell phone rang out loud, causing brendon to wake up. He looked down at the sleeping girl on his lap and smiled. He liked the way she had snuggled upto him and wished he could wake her up with a kiss and she would tell him she loves him. The young boy shook the images of Kristi out of his head and picked up her cell.
“Hello”
“hey brendon , its pete, just to let you know well be there in twenty minutes”
“okay mate thanks” and he hung up. He stared for five minutes at her before gently shaking her shoulder
“Kristi, its time to get up” her eyes fluttered open and she smiled
 god that smile is gorgeous